hollaaaaaaaa :D

it's been so long i don't write and share life thingy here. i don't have time to babbler because i have lot of things to settled.

btw, within this few months, there a lot of things happened to me. good and bad. let the past, past i think ;) eh eh tapi, lemme update few things about me. .

firstly, i had a miscarriage last second october :'( pls stop asking me why because i'm sick about that. please pray to Him that i still have more & more chances to get preggy again and again :') amin.

i already transfered frm hq to site, still with the company, am just switching my working environment which i found much more better even the workload like killing myself. seriously! huh.

we bought new car!!! fewwitttt :D haha. Alhamdulillah, that was the reward for ourselves for working hard! eceh. konon! :p (maka, bertambahlah hutang kami lagi -_- tolong bayar boleh? haih.)

byk lagi nak cete ni, tapi tapi i got to go. tonne of works queing :( will update lot of things soon!

daa :)

tadaaaaaa! hamekauuu! setelah bbulan xupdate blog, we both are putting weight! :p

serius x tipu. you can see aite? *stress* :(

baru lepas gayut tepon gn mama. sejam bcakap tepon, panas telinga woi! hee. rasa lege sket sbb dah luahkan apa terbuku kat hati. satu ayat mama yg sgt menyentuh jiwa. .

"mie, diam bukan bererti kite kalah sayang. . sabar lah. ."

aku xmampu nak kata apa2. hanya mampu berdoa semoga segala kekusutan ini akan berakhir.

amin.

kembar siam.

haritu pegi jalanjalan kat shopping mall dgn encek suami. well, pegang2 tangan masa jalan itu perkara wajib lah. (laki aku memang romantik hoiiii :p kau takyah nak jeles2.) hahahaha! gelak2 and gurau2, maen tolak2 and ngejek2, macam2 ada. xsangka pulak ada untie neh tgah tgok gelagat kitorang. i xperasan lgsg kot. then i masuklah satu kedai nih usha kasut2. comel kot pump shoes dye! -_- tapi malas nak spend sbb dah blambak pump shoes & ada few yg xpkai pon lagi. huh.

tbe2 auntie tadi tegur i. .

auntie : hello my dear.

ai : hye auntie (i senyum muka gediklah. macam biasa :p)

auntie : you look familiar. but i'm not sure if we have meet before?

ai : maigad, serious i cannot remember anything. huu. sorry auntie :(

auntie : nvmd dear. i just wanna ask you. is that your brother? (jari tunding kat suami i) who is the elder or you are the younger?

ai : (gulp! i tatau nak cakap apa. blurrr pon ada jugak!)

auntie : you both are closed! so sweet dear. .

ai : (mak aihhh!! org tua neh ingat i gn encik suami adek beradek kot!!!)

ai : oh auntie, he is my husband not my brother ;) i think you misunderstands ady. hehe.

auntie : (muka dye mmh guilty gilaaaa woi! hahahahahaha!) woah, i tot you both are sibling because your both face look alike!! i swear! i'm so sorry dear!

ai : nvmd auntie. yeah, there were few ppl telling me the same thing before. hehe.

auntie : they are right! (sambil senyum tawar kat aku. mbbe nak cover malu kot? :p) btw, nice to meet you dear. .

ai : hee. nice to meet you auntie :)

end of the conversation :D gelak2 lah i gn encek suami. best pulak rasa! :p tapi ye ke muka kitorang sama? macam x lah, sbb ofkos i lagi cute dari encek suami, even i tade dimple pon :p hahahaha! (annoying? like i'm care? :D)

haaaaa! sama x? sama x? ;)

blank.

The words really hurt me. Swear! So despicable.
Thank you so much. I'll keep it to myself.
I believe that Allah knows everything.
He planned something good for us.
He tests us often to grant something precious and meaningful.
I will wait for the moment.
I promise when the time come,
i just want to smile at you without saying anything.
This is not a revenge, but kind of sad feeling
that left unsaid. . .

tq.

We're not perfect, we're far from ideal and we're not always going to get it right. But we do learn from our mistakes and we find new ways to make each other smile. He's my best friend. He's the person I want to talk to when things go wrong. He's the one I want to talk to when things go right.

He's the one I want to talk to no matter what. There is no way to say thank you enough for that so this Thanksgiving, I am very grateful and thankful for my husband. I love you sayang. I meant it :')

everything is for a reason.

Hello darla :)

I really wanna share something with you after i read this post in one of my fav bloggers. Recently i was dealing with my friend's break up, having problems with boyfie and a lot more.

I know this is completely out of the blue, but I feel the need to let it out anyways. This entry goes out to all the ladies who have ever been heart-broken by a guy or currently dealing with a harsh break-up. I've gone through it before when I was in my first relationship so I think it's something that a lot of people can relate to. It's not easy going through a break up. It hurts I'm not gonna lie. But guess what? Everything happens for a reason. And usually it happens for the best. As some people might put it, 'After a hurricane comes a rainbow'. And thats exactly what happened to me:) Allah always knows what is best for us. I found someone who I can truly call my soulmate and that I believe has made me a better person. At one point in my life, I realized what an idiot I was thinking that I'll never find the 'right guy' again when I was with the wrong guy to begin with! So mark my words ladies, one day you will come to your senses and actually be thankful to the guy who broke your heart! Because if it wasn't for him, you would have never met 'THE ONE'!

So if he/she dumps you saying 'let's just be friends' or 'i'm not ready for a commitment yet', don't go crying your eyeballs out thinking that it's the end of the world or questioning was it something you did wrong and start blaming yourself or all that nonsense. There are tons of guys out there that might just be THE ONE for you! Trust me. Regardless of whatever reason that person left you, in the end it's actually his/her loss, not yours. Break-ups are supposed to make you more mature. Not the other way around. If there's one(or more) things I've learned from my own past experience is :

1. Don't get involved in a relationship when you're in school(especially during important years like SPM year!) because puppy love never lasts(well some do, but very unlikely).

2. Don't get into a relationship that your family(your mom especially!) does not approve of.

3. Don't be in a relationship where you don't feel the freedom to be yourself, ie. making ugly faces or being silly around him.
and most importantly,

4. Love Allah, your family, and yourself first before anything else.

Interesting isn't it? Cherish! :)

stuck.

I am busy doing nothing. Lotsa things but lack of time. Feels like 'bang'ing my head to wall. Gggrrr! Heh. Btw, I love being myself now even i get stuck in so many things. Quarelling with friends, bullshitting ppls around and whatsoever. Hahahaha! :D

Truth be told, I'm exhausted and I have a million things on my mind. Duhh, i really want something perfect with no efford. Can i? Ngaaa :D I wanna go for holiday with darla, i wanna have good&quality sleep, i wanna shopping as i am sooooo in love with fashion, i wanna eat something delicious that i have never try, in facts, i wanna have everything good in life as i have an awesome husband ;) haha!

That's all, thank you :p