Wednesday, July 21, 2010


14th July 2010
A new Start
A new Work Place
I just wanna prove something good
I love myself!

Thursday, July 15, 2010


i am so fucking busy.
i'll update everything asap.

Saturday, July 10, 2010


A day before yesterday i went for an interview. homaigod, i was so nervous! BF accompanied me. TQ sayang :) when i arrived there for sure i was so impressed to see such big building! TRC. at first i tot i went to the wrong places. i called for the confirmation & the operator asked me to get inside.

I got inside and went straight to the counter. the receptionist asked me ' u're dhiya syamimi rite?' i was smiling at her & she asked me to have a sit first while waiting for junaidah. 'junaidah? who is she?' the seats were so cool okay! i tot the company bought them at Lorenzo lah! hahahahha. i acted like i am so professional. mcm haram ;p i read business magz. lawak la kan. sbb aku xpnah minat pun! but pretended to be so cool & profesional! hahahha.

One chubby lady came to me and she was junaidah. i called her kak jun :) she asked me to fill up the interview form. we chitchat2 a bit while waiting for Encik Mahadhir. he was the contract manager at the company. after he came down, we went to meeting room to start the interview session. mak aih, sumpah rasa mcm seram2 sejuk! dat was my first time experienced the interview session. ya Allah, felt like crying at dat time! hahahha!

The session was good. i like Mahadhir's style. sumpah lawak gila & aku rasa comfortable dgn soalan2 dye! alhamdulillah i got the job! after saying thank u to Encik Mahadhir & Kak Jun, i ran out from the office to the car. someone's waiting for me patiently & i knew BF oso so nervous waited for me. i got into the car & screamed! i hold BF's hand! i was so speechless and started to cry! (': i got it sayang! i got it! (': BF smiled & i knew he was so proud to have murky GF like me (': heh.

BF then belanja me mamam somewhere in Kepong. tq so much sayang! i was so excited & i could see BF oso excited & thankful to Him. what we can say, 'Rezeki Kahwin :)' Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

'Dear BF, u touched me sayang (': i can see u put an effort to everything for us. for us to get marrried & to have wonderful & blessed family. U sent my resume, u printed out them, u accompanied me, u did everything for us sayang. (': i will never let u down. i thanked to Him to have someone like u. i love u sayang & i will prove something to u. I PROMISE! (':'


Thursday, July 8, 2010


terima kasih sayang kerana sentiasa berada dengan i semasa susah dan senang i (':

love u sayang.

.your tear.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010


i woke up early dis morning. went to jump my baby car :) he was sick last nite. muahahahha! ;D and after dat i keep on facebooking & yming. . suddenly, fitri (my BFF) buzz me & we had a long conversation thru ym. i was crying because he touched me a lot. thnx fit! u are so supportive (':

he advised me & listened to me. i released a bit after having dat long & meaningful conversation.thanx again fitri! please do not stop supporting me ya.

'Ya Allah, i am so thankful to have great friends like them. Bless them Ya Allah. Amin.'


Tuesday, July 6, 2010


Dont cry because its over,smile because it happened.



i miss u faiz azizi ):

can u accompany me to PJ tomorrow,sayang?




dah tawu pon.






baru balek mkn ngn hanan :) yelah, we spent so much time together after da lama gila xjumpa. tonne of stories! xhabes2 ;p and i realized something. . hanan dah kurus! seriously! and i am so jealous ;DD when will be my turn? kalau mcmni lah gaya aku makan, mmg xkan kuruss lah kan! ;p

hanan do understands me so much. everything happen to me, she is always by my side. advising & lecturing me. muahahahha! ;) she is also a God gift (': thank u so much sayang. i swear to Him dat i love u! :))

Lots love, hugs & kisses,


i woke up early dis morning? hahaha. supposed i went to uitm to see outcampus KP. tp sumpah malas dan betulbetul tate mud :( so, ptg karang lah pergi ya. sorry KP :) im sure u really wanna see 'smart' student like me kan kan? ;) heh.

last nite i slept at hanan's place, on hanan's bed! sweet kan? i really miss u guys (': chatting & gossiping ofkos! muahahahah ;D we went for a dinner at Flaming Steamboat! Sumpah best & we had too much fun okay! hahahaha!

i really cannot sleep last nite )': i was thinking of sumting & dat sumting disturbs me. i text BF, but he slept ady & i know he was so tired. forgive me dear BF. i know i am so annoying sometimes ):

sorry me for everything syg )':


awak berhak untuk bcerita :) sbb org tak tahu apa family awak buat pd saya :) apa saya na cakap, saya xingin bkawan dgn awak lg. sbb awak pun sebenarnya sama je. mulut busuk :) so, awak kan stalker saya, mesti awak baca apa saya tulis neh :) silalah pergi jauhjauh dari hdup saya. hati saya dah cukup sakit dan mnderita dgn apa yg saya lalui. sila jgn tambah lagi ya :)

i am not a jerk,
misya :)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Saturday, July 3, 2010


dear friends & stalkers ;)

i have plenty of time here! yahoo. . watching tv while chitchatting with mama,papa&nina. . papa is listing out the guests for dis coming August event :)

i am going out after Asar. carik barang hantaran sketsket with dear BF. tapi rasa mcm xselesa lah. saket tekak & peningpening. . :( apa nak beli harini?

1) veil
2) baju kemeja & slack for BF
3) Quran? (ke nak carik kt KL je sayang?)
4) apaapa je, bedal! ;)

hm. BF cakap smlm, he will be busy dis whole upcoming week :( me pulak da start class monday ni. and oso da start training basketball for Quandrangular and KARISMA. . we will have less time spending together. sedey pulak. huk. nevermind :) for our own good,kan syg kan? :)

okla, gtg. na mandi and solat. . see u tonite ya!



i woke up today & as daily routine, facebooking ;) i read sumting from kak ina's page & i think it is suitable to express what i feel right now . .

'All had been shown..Do i care about it?? dont even talk about promise...i will throw away the promise n all the past in the sea..i'm not the perfect person..i will decide my own destiny right now..forget me from the past n thanks for the hoping n pain that u give..i will forget u'

yes peeps, i meant it even it hurts. i dun lie!


sick but happy?

Hello peeps. sorry i was not around for few days. hm busy with everything. so sick! :( few things to tell u. . and do listen to me if not, get lost! ;) heh. *belum pape, da temper. haihh!*

1) Please stop blaming me. i am not a jerk )': i felt sick with dat harsh word, dear. . i was so suffer before & I am sure dat Allah heard my prayer and He plan something good for me onwards. . What can i say . . 'Kita hanya merancang, tapi Allah yang menentukan'. . Hm

2) 'Dear sis, happy learning & hopefully u have great life at shah alam :)' * i just came back from shah alam. me,mama,nina & che halim accompanied Alla for her registration at uitm. see u again on monday, sis! (KUANTAN-KL-KUANTAN) *sigh* after the registration, we went to BF's office at Plaza Sentral & convoy back to Kuantan. i am hell tired occay! restless! sorry to dear BF. u have to drive alone while i am happily sleeping besides ;) hehehe.

3) Dah tempah baju :) Yess! August is coming & i am so nervous! harus kurus before August! aiyyyaaaa. . ;))

4) Note for dear BF. .

'Sayang, thanks for everything. U brought sunshine into my life. Gave me hopes. Hold me tightly whenever i feel to fell down. . (': U are a God gift to me. . I love u sayang. No word can describe this. . Allah knows everything!. .'

Gtg, sleepy. .